Exciting stuff

Alright, so I submitted two videos to the Breaking Bad contest. The grand prize is $1000, a walk-on role on the show, all expenses paid trip to New Mexico where they film the show, and $100 a day while the winner is there (3 nights and 4 days I think). It's so exciting. Pop recorded it for me, Mom was there to give advice, and they turned out great! Hopefully I get enough people to vote for me.

Down 24 lbs!

Whoo Hoo! Who is that girl losing all that weight? It's me! It's me! LOL! Really though, I wish it was coming off faster. I want this weight gone, like, yesterday. I can't remember if I mentioned this, but I am on a walking team at work. We also do taebo during lunch, and every time I walk, or workout, I feel better. I love it. I think I may be addicted. hmm... Today I go weigh in and have my inches measured. Let's see if I lost any inches. I think I have, but the question is how much? :)

20 pounds is a huge deal

I know I said I wouldn't weigh everyday, but as of this morning, I have lost 20 whole pounds! I actually feel like this is going to happen for me. My body is letting go of the fat, and it's doing so in a healthy manner. I think it is working so well for me because I want this. Example, yesterday DeAndre and I went to Texas Road House for dinner. I new before hand what I could have, I even brought my own dressing and a piece of melba toast for my salad. I had a 6 oz steak (no steak sauce which actually made the steak taste that much better) as well. Well you know the server brings out those yummy rolls. You know the ones, with the slightly sweet butter. Mmmm...I was able to resist, while DeAndre ate them. I just kept saying to myself, "I have been working too hard to mess up on some rolls." I have to think like that. Like that kind of food is a drug. I've been sober from it for almost 3 weeks, and I am hopeful that when I get to stabilization, I want fall back into the same old habits. I will beat this!

Trying not to weigh everyday

It's so hard not to weigh everyday. I'm going to start limiting myself to weighing on monday mornings, wednesday mornings, and friday mornings. Maybe I'll sneak in a thursday weight check. Having said all that, I weighed myself this morning, and I am 369! Hooray! This is working. I'm feeling better, have more energy, and actually enjoy working out. Yesterday I even did taebo during lunch!:) I predict that if I weigh myself on Monday, I will be 365, maybe less. :) Here's hoping!