Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Finally hit the 200's...again

While I'm super excited that I have accomplished this, I can't help feeling some how jaded. I've done this before. In fact, my lowest was 269. It seems like such a long way to go from here. What I really want is my body to remember where it was and just melt the pounds away. Perhaps that will happen, I don't know. I am trying to get my confidence back. I want to say I look good and actually believe it. 269, ready or not, here I come.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

I made it through!

It was a struggle, but I made it through the Holidays! My weight fluctuated, mainly because of fluid retention from eating off program. However now I am 301 and feeling great! I can't wait to be back under the 3's.

I was looking at a Jennifer Hudson's commercial for Weight Watchers today. A tiny pang of jealousy crept in, but I pushed it away. I will never be a size 6. I know this. If I was, I'd look like a bobble head. I just want to be healthy. I have to stop comparing myself to other people, and just focus on my weight loss journey. Here goes...