Finally hit the 200's...again

While I'm super excited that I have accomplished this, I can't help feeling some how jaded. I've done this before. In fact, my lowest was 269. It seems like such a long way to go from here. What I really want is my body to remember where it was and just melt the pounds away. Perhaps that will happen, I don't know. I am trying to get my confidence back. I want to say I look good and actually believe it. 269, ready or not, here I come.